choices.

been thinking a lot about those lately.  got some on my mind.  and I am realizing that both acting and not acting are both making a choice.

life would be easy (in my mind) if God just did what He was gonna do and we really didn't have to do anything but live the plan.  but He doesn't work that way and we aren't puppets He moves through the cosmic universe.  and really, that's not even what I want.  it just seems easier than being faced with choices.

but we are.  and some of that is the beauty of this life.  and while God isn't moving us around a puppet stage, He IS moving in us and around us and we're not in these decisions alone.  what He calls us to, He does.  when there is a decision to be made, He is there.  and my ability to mess things up is smaller than Him. always. 

so.  thinking and praying and acting.  there might be some choices to be made.  for tonight, just the choice to act is enough.  and the rest is up to Him.