God didn't miss it.

"God did not miss what happened to you."  - Tony Evans

I read that somewhere this week.

I think this is still at the heart of our struggles with God.  That idea that He is somehow, for some reason, keeping back the good stuff ... or missing the real picture of us.  It's not new, it started in the garden when the serpent was able to convince Eve that God was withholding something good from her.

I've spent another eight hours in front of the computer today ... writing papers for national board certification and wondering how it is I found myself here at this point in life.  Not what I planned.  Not sure what I planned?  But pretty sure this was not it.  Thankful for how I got here.  Not sure I'll stay here?  Missing pieces of the past.  Wishing for changes in the future.  And listening to the sounds of fingers in keys ... knowing that God has not missed a day.  My future may be unknown to me, but not to Him. My past may seem unnoticed ... but it's not.  He is a brilliant Redeemer and His plans ...  Who's even known?

Thankful today for (lots of) diet coke and a quiet place to work.  Ready to be DONE!!!